It was the experience through the inter-dimensional conversion covering of the flesh. That became a three dimensional form of the existence to be experienced. This experience walked in the midst of our lives, in this sea of life and death, we often refer to as humanity. What often seems like more or less many generations ago? Being contained within the form's mental psyche was and is the insight in to what I have termed as, the triad of consciousness, the thoughts behind Creation, Evolution and the Spiritual universe as well.

     Proscribed within the mental psyche of the form as a fragmented whole. There are the three parts of the triad of consciousness separated by a thin veil of clouded memories as to the reality that is actually behind this trilogy and its existence as well as its experience. There in, is a trilogy of consciousness that holds the sum of the life and death forms being and their essences, all is within their mantel psyche and all of humanity as well. 

     There is the Creational Universal Consciousness the realm of the Etheric Essence, the truth as to the Creation of the Existence and its universalities to be experienced. This part of the trinity is responsible for the transformation of this information towards humanity as a whole. There is the Evolutionary Environmental Consciousness the realm of the Soul’s Essence, the truth as to the Evolution of the Existence and its universalities to be experienced. This part of the trinity is responsible for the formation of this information towards humanity as a whole. 

     To handle this multi functional process of receiving and dispensing of this information back and forth between the two levels of consciousness. An intermediate, a conduit, linking this information between the two components of the triad was required and was to become the Spiritual Collective Consciousness the realm of the Spirit’s Essence, the truth as to the existence, and its universalities to be experienced. This part of the trinity is responsible for the reformation and redistributing of this information towards humanity as a whole.

     Most often, the form bringing forth this message was not fully aware of this trinity, or of understanding its function as a triad. Little lone did they recognize its true purpose towards humanities existence and its experience as a whole. For it seemed to be almost as if it was not, nor ever would be, part of their mental being. Yet the information held within this triad can be obtained and understood by reuniting the triad as a functioning whole unit. 

     This particular wisdom being told by the new found messenger came with an air of intrigue and mystery. Although unseen, yet strange as it might be, most recognized this awareness of the existence being experienced. It was as if they had seen and heard this wisdom before in another place, in another time, in another from. They have.

     So humanity, searching for their Spiritual Collective Consciousness, began encircling and embracing this wisdom. While they where being hopelessly and irresistibly drawn to its existence and its experience, as if they where a moth being absorbed towards a burning light. They surrounded this existence, they followed the experience, and this wisdom seemed to move speechlessly all about them. So noble was this existence that it often made its passing thru the towns and cities. Go unnoticed by the lack of spiritual attention among the life and death forms of flesh. 

     The light that’s held within the existence burns ever so bright and the experience within it penetrates the darkest side of our nature. Yet this is where the wisdom of this truth is experienced, as awareness, and hopefully gains reentry into the kingdom of enlightenment. Through their awareness and eventually into the realms of consciousness that leads to the unification of the triad of consciousness.

     The level of an energy that radiates from this existence as its experience, penetrates the every Soul, thru the Spirit, of all with in humanity is awe-inspiring. The splendor it sheds upon the forms of life and death filled their minds with an awareness of new found thoughts, or where they? Otherwise where they the one’s that seemed to be lost in the darkness, deep down with in their own inner awakening. The existence held out its thoughts to them, anointing them with a virtue from the contact they have with its experience.

     The Existence is ageless, as is the Experience as well, yet often taught as a new. It will usually reveals its secrets, of the universe, in a weathered-face prophet of old that still has a glimmer of light and hope in their sunken eyes. Or in the youthfulness of a vibrant young being in which whose eyes, the hope of the future was held. 

     Either way they were not often dressed in gorgeous robes or high fashion but rather instead. They most likely wore garments tattered, torn, stained, soiled and unwashed. Resembling that of a beggar, unlike the image one would expect to be, a clean well dressed being, representing the existence of the experience.

     They often stood of in the shadows where there was a crowd gathering. And usually watched them as if they where looking over them from a heavens point of view. They saw everything and know much more. Such was their power that beings would go willingly and completely into their submission without hesitation or after thought. They often were trembling through this expedition with blind obedience, and often feared being ostracized while traveling upon this journey. Yet they still want forth and followed, all the while hoping to find those answers to their most concerning questions.

     So once these so-called prophets were spotted, the crowd would immediately make their way toward them usually in a feverish approach. In the midst of their silences, they would hear the words being spoke by the prophet. Then believing that they where the echoes of their own words. They would lay their hands upon these Sayers of truth and lead them away. Blessing in silence all those that they passed, as if to say I am with this prophet. Instead of saying aloud, this prophet is with me.

     These prophets were usually alone, and over and over again taken to a host that was more than worthy of their presence. At least that’s what they often thought. Upon entering this home, the doors were often closed hastily at once behind them. Usually as they stood in the doorway, before even entering the room, with a crowd before them they where confronted with an assortment of questions from all within shouting distance.

     Such as - Is it you? Are you the messenger from him/her? Who is your father? Where is your mother? Do you have a brothers and or sisters? Were you sent to us from heaven above or hell below? Have you the right to reveal to us any of those numerous mysteries of the world, or the universe? What waits for us in the after life? Or is there an after life? 

     Would it be false to add to what has been stated, as the truths of your ways of teaching? Or what would you have us leave out from those teachings? What would be a misrepresentation or an outright deception of your teaching? And how will my faith be manifested as a miracle? And what shall that miracle be? Will I recognize it as from you? Am I saved now that I know you? Will I be as you, a savoir of and for humanity?

     The Sayers of truth where usually told by those that they where answering, the answers that they wanted to hear. They often state that they as faithful followers have completed many forms of the new found profits glorious work as part of their new found faith. Often stating that it was in the prophet’s name and under their own will of faith. Yet all these glorious forms of work where preformed and done usually under the primes of hoping, that they would be anointed by the new found massager. 

     They more often than not go on to say that, this era in time has changed. In today's world, those with awareness are more likely to be persuaded now more than ever to seek out their own enlightenment thru their inner awareness. For now more than ever they have perfect freedom of choice and free thought within their own free will, surrounded by their faith as well. 

     Yet they often brought this freedom of will and their belief of faith. And humbly lay it at the prophet’s feet, as if they where much more than they themselves where. That seemed to be the start of their own undoing and down fall, yet is was their choice as it is yours even in this day.

     It’s their own, Soul’s Essence of self destruction and the experience of their own existence that was the temptation within their own experience and its existence that they faced. They needed deeply to satisfy this universal and everlasting causality in humanity. They had to find someone or something to worship and to give claim for their own existence and its experience. 

     Yet they sought to worship and share their faith only with an order that was and is established beyond dispute. That is, that the existence was here to be experienced and they where and fore most are a part of this message. Concerned not only in finding this one to worship, they wanted to maintain control of the message as well as the messenger. So that humanity as a whole would agree to worship their way, under their beliefs, and concealed by their will.

     This craving for a community of worship is one of the chief miseries in relation to the psyche minds of individuals throughout humanity, than as well as now. Since the beginning of Creation the materialization, throughout the manifestation of Evolution, it has haunted life and clouded death.

     It was under this yearning, which for the sake of accommodating worship. They started killing each other in the name of either a god/s of their choice. They setup their god/s as the answer to their and every other beings existence and its experience. This was done in order to challenge one another’s beliefs, after all there can only be one. 

     Each had their own representation and its message of the existence to be experienced. They demanded that all others abandon their god/s. They commanded that all advance foreword and worship, unusually on bended knee, their god/s, or be killed than we will destroy your god/s as well. You must accept ours with all its ceremonies, rituals, customs, and the belief, of our religion as to what is the truth behind the existence and its experience or die in refusing to do so. 

     Is this the way that it shall be to the end of time? One may believe so by the way we still worship god/s, while living in this inter-dimensional existence and its experience. I believe that even when god/s disappear and are erased from this sphere of life and death, that there are those certain individuals that will still fall down upon bended knee before their new founded false idols just the same as they did before and worship them blindly with out hesitation. They will no doubt ask others to do the same, most likely under the penalty of an unwelcome punishment that was hanging over their heads, if they shall not respond to their shallow request.

     The purpose of humanity is not only to live in their evolutionary environmental experience, but also to live in their creational universal existence, thus having something to transmit directly for thru their spiritual existence within their collective experience. 

     So without a stable construction and conception of what was and is responsible for the existence of life and its experience death. Humans would not have the confidence to go on living. They would rather destroy themselves in their own private hell. Than to remain in this world with out a god/s to guide them thru their existence and its experience while living on this weathered planet.

     One could say that the freedom of choice is in the knowledge between the righteousness and its counter part inappropriate evil. Nothing is more seductive for humanity than the freedom of this awareness connecting those two choices. 

     This awareness gives them what they believe is a firm foundation for their exceptional, yet more often than not, vague and mysterious utterance. That is behind their explanation for the materialization and manifestations, of the varying forms of existence that is to be experienced while in this inter-dimensional form of reality known as, the third windswept rock from the sun, earth.

     This awareness of choice within humanity would burden the Spiritual Collective Consciousness. This spiritual kingdom of humanity with this affliction would be falsified for generations to come. Humanity must hereafter, with a free thought of choice, will their Soul’s Essence, thru awareness toward the enlightenment within their Spirit’s Essence to find the passion of their Etheric Essence. When all three are reunited within the consciousness of their triad, each will be better able to decide for them selves what is good and/or evil. 

     Yet having only, the image produced from their awareness with its limited enlightenment within their Evolutionary Environmental Consciousness before them as their guide. They saw not the existence and its experience, rather the experience and its existence. Instead of the Experience being represented as nature and its Evolution, nature became the representative for the Existence and its Creation.

     I've turned back and joined the ranks of those who have corrected their work and their ways. So for many, as an outsider, I have been disenchanted and sometimes alienated from the outside world as a whole. I have found the system of religious beliefs unacceptable because of a role that ceremonies, rituals, customs, have all played in performing much religious romanticism, with very little accuracy or truthfulness. Thus resulting in mostly false conceptions and bewildered explanations of what are the Existence and its Experience.

     Greater harsh realities of a wrongdoing have emerged from those ambiguous interpretations and translation than have been portrayed. Many holy frauds and out right denials would be used to guide generations of unbelievers to believe. All the while, those offering this view point to the masses hoped to become known in many of those conversions as those holding truth to the teachings of the old ways and the new found messengers as well.

     Also, many of those obligations that they created, their goals, where to further their own success in establishing their own existence, their own experience and their own will upon all of humanity thru the use of religious worship. Using fear, superstitions and imagination to lay down this foundation of offerings was their goal and to say as much still is.

     I wish to declare not feeling that I posses any absolute truth or sacred message to tell. Yet I do and will. It's just that the world needs a real dialogue between the Existence and the Experience. I believe that a falsehood is just as much dishonest to accept, as is silence, so why accept both?

     We are faced every day with evil in one form or another. For me, I feel rather this way on that issue. I have searched for the source of this evil, while upon this earth. And found that it resides in many as well as in me my self. But it’s also true that I and others know what must be done to reduce this evil within our world and our daily lives as well as with in our personality, or at least what not to do to add to this evil. Either way we know.

     Perhaps we cannot prevent this world from the evil that falls within, but we can reduce the amount of evil that is present upon the earth. Who else can do this other than us? Occasionally, I feel somewhat alone and, in fact, I often am. I speak only of what I know, yet at times those around me act as if I don't know and they do. I believe that throughout the world a handful of isolated persons hear my voice. I hope that they, without any sort of alliance to evil, intervene almost everywhere, to everyone, whenever they can. 

     The fundamental nature of religion is that humanity has created God/s, usually and unfortunately in their own image or at least in what they perceive it to be. Within their inadequate limited enlightenment held within their often limited awareness. 

     Humanity as a whole has missed the critical and most realistic version of the Existence and its Experience. As well as to the appearance of this materialization and manifestation, we refer to as the existence of Creation and its counterpart the experience of Evolution. Also to its accurate and basically solitary function towards earths inhabits. Have you misinterpreted this as well? You can always undo what has been done. It’s just a matter of wanting to. And as to when you start? You already have.

- Jan

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